giving a hand to my parents and being a president

As I've already hyped being at my parents place up to the 5th level of heaven, I spent a whole day trippin' with my dad. I shared my thoughts and objective ideas on my work and he helped me out- back at him- I helped him out with ideas how to finish their kitchen and stuff...we ended up tripping everywhere and talked also about anything. It was really nice.

The last time I left from Pärnu, we hugged and I suddenly realized that I have to spend every moment I have with them and make a positive memory of it all...they're old you know. But Like I've already tons of times have repeated myself- its really nice to help out here and do chores, its still a vacation.

I just finished mowing the lawn and most of time I brainfunctioned the idea, why people are jelous and not proud. If I was a president, I'd use any mean to make my people proud of what they do and what the others do to make up unique nation. At the moment, as my thoughts and the people around me make up, people want to go away from here. Escape this land just to find other porrige mountains and fun everywhere else. But why not start from oneself and change. Its like WOM someone tells you a positive story/emotion and you go seek the same emotion from the same place...And ETC. So thats how the mountain grows.

Maybe I'm getting too wonderous with my thoughts...Maybe everything is just too sweet for me...well not everything I miss Kairi and my sis.

About my sis, I've learned the thing, I've had a sister for 21 years, but I've never known her. It makes me sad. But thats what happens if your country doesn't provide you enough to compete with your dreams...Thank god times have changed. Now idiots can even go to finland and build some shit just to make a tribal tattoo on their biceps and then drink the rest.

I'm just feeling the family importance on my neck. It feels super good, but then again, bring a lot of worries- I want everyone to feel perfect, then can I rest. ooh oho hoh WAIT. I gotta see and do everything to tell stories...or rather do and share everymoment of what I've experianced- if I'm not alone, it gives lot more credibility:D hahaha...

Ok now I gotta wash myself and fetch off to the siesta. IS gonna be awesome.

And ally! Do come back soon, I've got so many stories, but they all are fading...

Thanks for everything MOM and DAD

rauno