The Game Room

They are known as very active young guys with quite a reputation of entertainers and socially very capable guys. Everyone performing their own arts and traits of manipulation. The "gang" itself is not a bunch of regular consistency, depending on the stars and the moon phase the presence rarely occurs. Its like the vampires are thirsty for blood after a while of feeling hunger pain in their bodies. They never hunt alone, they are too weak to do it on their own.

This very day it all begs to differ. The bunch of six gather around the table and sit back, relax watch the time fly in a different motion, speed. It is if they have entered another zone, where the typical well known physics rules of time and constant do not exist. The dimension comes to them with ease and opens up some irregularity. Like a dream that won't end with a surprise of waking up. They make moves with their minds, its like a game, but yet it is life. Higher intellectual mind fields... in a barely bordered room.

Instead of a regular four walled room like normal humans know, this one is exceptional. One out of three white painted walls does not endure to wind pressure. The wall is invisible but has some type of framework to keep the unwanted out. It never gets stuffy although there is no air conditioning- they presume that the blocking framed invisible wall lets some particles of fresh breeze to them. Sometimes depending on how much pressure is put upon the surrounding, small holes send in winds flows.

Also there is a escape patch to the upper parts of the room, where types of sound waves flow. Once the upper stairs have been entered other dimensions have opened up a portal to an emotional trip. The sound waves are programmable, formable, touchable... They attach on regular people and change the neurotransmitters to receive and put out something that people only dream about - nirvana.

Medevil From Prague

Prague Beer Brewery

PowPow.

Yesterday we went to this Beer Brewery in Prague old Town called "Novoměstský pivovar" to have dinner and a few beers.

Hope you're familiar with the oldschool Hanseatic type of restaurants like we have Olde Hansa in Tallinn. Reaallly medevil awesomeness which you can feel all around you. And of course the smell of old beer tins and grease.

The whole procedure was pretty cool. From the moment you sat down at the table the beer started automatically coming in. I couldn't even finish the jug when a new one was brought to the table. So thats how I got pretty drunk within just 40minutes.

The best part is that I had just woken up from my daytime nap just half a hour before we went to the brewery. And then my appetite being all to the max THIS HUGE ROASTED PIG came bouncing in. I was like SHIT! THats what I'm talking about :D

So the rest of the night carried on with drinking as much beer I could and eating greasy pig dish.

Aight People. I'll see what I can do with today.

I'm really loving this city.

Prague

What What?!

My long waited vacation days finally arrived and right now I'm sitting in this Neat Music Cocktail Bar enjoying my margarita. Looking back on the last weekend I pretty happy that we had such great time with Lapko while touring in Latvia and Shs. And it even got quite emotional in the end- haha.

Now here is a true story: A few years ago BW had a gig at the Baltic Beach Party in Liepaja. We partied all night long and then in the morning it was EHVVIN hard to pack our bus and lock the door. Yeah You read it, We didn't lock our rehearsal room door...Where I forgot my newly purchased Mac. When We got back, It wasn't there anymore.

Luckily after a few months I got a call from the police saying that they found my dearest.

Kaspar Lost his Laptop in Liepaja last week and thank God It was found a few days later. Actually the whole scene and drama was pretty funny, now to think of it. I totally know how that guy felt that morning. CONFUSED OF HIS LIFE BEING LOST:

But about the rest that is going on. Yeah I'm here In prague enjoying some free time and then some DC time. Okay. ENough of this. Now I know that I can access Free Internet in the Bars not in My HILTON HOTEL:P...cause its fucking expensive.

Anyway I'll gather some real thoughts for a change and post em here.

Found something

I found this really cool band: Four Years Strong. Fought with EMO shit in my head and got over with this.

Walking on the beach with my doggie Lassie and chilling around with only music in my head.

Here's a picture of !LasBie!

And Oh! this is the oldest in the book: What does the Chef's hat look like to you?

Thanks for reminding me!

I would like to start off my long waited post with practical joke.

There is this radio station in the States where they play these word games from time to time. This time the game is called " Name a word that is not in the dictionary".

People call and name different words that typically end up being in a dictionary, but this once...

The DJ: " Hello, caller number 72, whats your word?"

caller: " I would like to suggest a word Guaaan"

The DJ: " Let me see now, Yeah, it really isn't in the dictionary. Now put it into a sentence!"

caller: " Guaan and fuck yourself!!!"

The caller gets disconnected immediately and the game continues without setbacks.

Now after a little while...

The DJ: " Hello, caller number 148, whats your word?"

caller: "SChmiiii."

The DJ: " Okey. This word hasn't been named yet, neither is it in the dictionary, try to put it into a sentence."

caller: "SCHMII again, Guaan Fuck yourself!"

HA HA HA, BIG FUCKING HA. Thats right: the word was GO ONE....And SChmii was ITS MEE..

Anyway big thanks for the anecdote Mihkel.

Now I've been doing a lot of stuff lately. We're making a lot of new songs with bedwetters for the next big thing you know. Gathering ideas, working on the whole concept and the genre.

I myself even built a little home studio in my apartment to try and record my ideas. And also to make somewhat countable demos for Joosep- he works mostly on the backtracks nowadays.

We're really excited about out upcoming minitour with Lapko. 18-20. As you've probably seen on our FB page.

Work is somewhat tiring. I was pretty stressed a little while ago- I guess I had somewhat reality check on my life...things aren't as pretty as an idealist materialist would like them to be in this system... but then again I got back to the roots of my happines. MUSIC.

Also I kind of feel the christmas spirit getting nearer to my heart. All these Tangerines and Mandarines in the stores.

Most of the most. I can't wait for the tour and after that I'm having a break from Estonia. Going to Prague and then from there to Kiel, to visit my sister and nephew Kieran. Gonna be a hell of a trip. And thats gonna be the most active online period of...

Actually there is so much to talk about...I mean with your my honey blog...

Aight. Now I have to finish cause I just came from skateboarding...;) which is going pretty well...and the tub is almost full so I have to embrace this warm tubwater and relax.

Some Improvements

Hey Guys!


I just made some new improvements regarding our music online. I managed to find a widget which you are able to attach to any of your social networks. This means you have to PRESS SHARE button:

To add this to your own channel; blog and voila- you can listen to our music nonstop while writing or reading. POW POW

Any questions?

m0r5k

T-Shirts

Hey Wazzup.

Listening to the new song from Sky eats airplane - Sound of Symmetry. This song is just off the freakin' hook. Anyways On Saturday we're having a photoshoot for our new T-Shirts and I guess we've got some braingstorming to do for the other shirts in our collection.

These shirts are way better than the first ones, Even I'd wear it:P That means GOOD. I'll try to remember to bring the camera to make some nice videos for our FB crowd. Monster games is just in a week, so gotta make some promotion. Anyone of you guys reading...do the same;) PROMO.

By for now and here's the nice song for you;)

Things are starting to roll again

Yeah. Like I said: things are starting to roll again...:D

I'm sitting at my office right now. Today has been a weird day- woke up really early to get to this meeting...And when I got to work, it was all dark and morningie you know. And the MOST weird thing- IT NEVER GOT ANY LIGHTER...stupid weather.

All this weather brings me a bit down, which isn't utterly bad, 'cause the inspirational flow hits me in the eyeballs(dunno why there) from time to time. Now I'm heading back to my appartment to write some electronics for our songs...The NEWSHITISWICKED youknow:P...

We haven't been on stage for awhile now, but things are about to change. 23rd we have a gig in Tallinn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R769p7PVIfw&feature=player_embedded
Then 7th NOV in Finland Semifinal- HOPE that ones gonna be big. We've got some radio interviews and store visits planned, so its gonna be fun. ANd something for our latvian gangstaz:P...comin' up soon...

Besides all this...Its PARTYYYYYYY. I'm a bit heldback with the material I've got in my iphone. Naked people, people crossdressing(DON'T ASK WHY), and drunken antics:P...funny shit anyway. If I take my courage out of my pants, I'll post some shit on my twitpic/twitter. CHECK IT!

We're planning a new photoshoot for the upcoming shows and events. AND even considering making a new video soon. As for "L.S.D" we wanted to hit the HARDER line, just to make the next one a bit more mellow and POPier. So like I said, its gonna be soft- not soft like BANANACAKE, but soft like we do soft:D.

I know I'm confusing, but Hey, Thats me.:D

Now I'm gonna finish my day at work, go make some badass music, eat something- cause I haven't had anything today...aaaaaand wish for something good.


Actually I've got more news, But I don't wanna spoil anything...I'll get back to you after this weekend. We've got a huge party comin' up, I guess you gotta see some pics. Till then, see ya' in facebook.:D or twitter.

W00000000000000000000t!!!
wally

NEw shit

Yo Yo!

So as you've been reading from my twitter and facebook and BW facebook page, we've been dealing with somewhat new material a lot. Rehearsal rehearsals and so on.

Mostly its because we have to keep our minds fresh and our inspirational flow runnin' but it most certainly doesn't mean that we're not playin' any of these "MEET THE FUCKING BEDWETTERS" songs. NO WAY, they're still fawesome and we keep playin' those at shows for a long time. And we've still got a lot of copies to sell, before we afford the next studio session and videos and shit...

As I promised in the BW facebook page: IF you guys put some effort into our page there, I'll post a little video of our rehearsal.

SO here it is!

We've got a lot of different experimental shit going on. This song is totally unfinished, half of it is just a random impro JAM and no backtracks are added yet. But I think its something good for you to see. I'm so eager to upload something with our new backtracks, but NOP...I'm a bastard;)

LET THIS BE A TEASER FOR OUR NEXT TWO CONCERTS IN ESTONIA AND ONE IN HELSINKI(finland).

See what you think of it, AND i'd love it When YOU guys comment on it on our FACEBOOK page!!! FOR REAL!

IF we get the whole life going really smoothe there, I'll come up with different shit for you guys to enjoy.

I'll write about some deeper topics later, maybe on the weekend

ps. sorry for being so busy right now.

PSPS: I miss blogging.

m0r5k

090909

I loved the date on 090909. Too bad that I realized it today, I might have used it for different benefits of showing myself everywhere, but you know what... Being in band rehearsal with BW was WAY MORE FUN than just chillin' here. Greets to all the people that got married on that day- YOU ALL WILL BURN IN HELLFIRE.:P

So we finally pulled ourselves together: school has been ON for over a week now, summer partying is over...Gotta pull back to your lifestraws you know. So we took a bunch of our new stuff we've written in the past months and started up jamming. Had some cool guests with us- Mart Niineste and Allu...They were pretty in tune with our jam- specially with some HIGH class chillout medicine. But nevermind that.

Our new stuff involves a lot less electronics, things have turned more hardcore, then again punky and metal- all in all its more serious with our own portion of playin'. Allthough at some point I started to wonder if it is a good idea to put our ELECTRONIC/synth/pop thing aside. I mean, it may give an impression, that we're pussys on our instruments, but what the hell...the trancy sidemix is just the thing that gets me going on gigs. So we're still elaborating and thinking and you know- JAMMMIN, WE'RE JAMMIN.:D

We're gonna record some of our new songs as demos in studio around this or the next month...I may even reveal some dirty material at this blog, so YOU GOTTA come back;)

About this sequel I started...I really wanted to finish off, or at least write the second part of it, but You know. Sometimes things evolve the way you've not planned. I'm used to completing things in every mean by the time I've planned, but sometimes, some people just don't see WHY SHOULD ONE keep A PROMISE ON TIME. I mean, right now I'm pissed at my friend, 'cause he has the picture I need, but the fuck just keeps on forgetting to send it to me. Although I remind it to him everyday. Sorry!!!


This picture is taken at Textures show in Tallinn. I'm not a huge fan of them, but I had a chance to see their show and HECK yeah, I'm gonna visit every show I can(yesterday Tõnis Mägi And Chalice). The moment the guys got on stage I was totally stoked. They all were so awesome and cool on stage, I was like SHIT! I can learn something out this gig.:P Like around the first 5 minutes I ran in front of the stage to start the moshpit. I threw my shirt away and ran, but the fucking security guard came up to me and told me to put my shirt back on, or he'll throw me out.

WTF!?!?!? Its a fucking moshpit...
So my friends said, that I must have a too good body to spank all the guys around...I was like...WTF I'm not gay...
Just for laughs...:D

BUT I will finish my story, soon enough. I'm Just a bit sceptical if its gonna happen this WEEKEND. A WHOLE LOT OF PARTIES GOING ON IN TALLINN...

I'm SOOOOO IN love with YOU TALLINNNNN!!!
The statue of liberty at Tallinn Liberty Square

Bedwetters 5 years part 1

It was a regular day at the office again. Brought my ideas together for my social media campaigns and stuff, when I suddenly brought a halt and realized, that OH man, I gotta write some. Actually it wasn't quite like that:D.

I looked at the calendar and I remembered that BW is gonna be 5 years old in 2. oct. And we've got some plans for celebrating it. It should involve bringing all the roots back together- I mean all our bands we had at that time( Mushy, BW, paingreed, fortified). For those who don't know these names- We lived in a small summer resort town called Pärnu. In summer its nice, you have the beach, a lot of parties and skateboarding and stuff, but the rest of the time, its a big fucking bombhole.

I started to play guitar and all the scene was so small back then, that we all played in different bands and jammed together- it was just a huge crew and thats it. Paingreed was the band which started to make something out of it. I played solo and some screams, Jos played bass. I had Mushy at the same time, which was really hardcore, and J had BW at its roots. I mean, I really laughed at BW at first...it was just funny. Jos didn't even handle playing bass, and then he started a band on his own, where he sang and played bass. At the same time there was fortified, where karla was playing guitar and some other guys Jonas, and J and Moko.

Some of us were really hardcore into it, thinking it was gonna be IT around the world, some of us just were having fun...I mean we were really young and LOUD(unpro). But as time flew by, paingreed quit playing together, 'cause as we grew bigger here in estonia, we realized that some of us weren't taking it as seriously as we should, so we quit. We replaced one of our guys, but it took 12minutes to realized that it was fucked in the first place.

I continued with mushy- it was quite a success, with all these competition we won(basically EVERY comp.) but still, it all ran together. I mean, we didn't quit or anything, still playin' but we're taking our time. At the same time, bedwetters made different variations in their lineup. It got more serious and after Mushy had raigned all the comp's, BW was right behind us. We kind of grew the whole scene here.

And when BW hit the jackpot button with the youth band thing, everything collapsed. Never had a young band been in such media attention like this before. And then they had fuckups in their lineup. They had gigs and stuff, but the former guitarist Oliver just didn't fit in somehow. I mean, I know they had fights and shit, but I don't know exactly... So one day Jos came to me and asked me if I wanted to join. He had asked me the same thing like twice before, but I was really sceptical with it, I had these other projects and shit, and they weren't that good, so I was like: "maan just practice a bit, and we'll see..." But at that time they were pretty good and I said:" Yo guys, I'll try it out, I'll play your songs a few gigs and we'll see what happens...but I'm not promising anything!"

So I joined the crew. I wasn't afraid that I wasn't gonna fit in, 'cause I was in it for a long time really, just not in the band, and(i don't wanna brag) I knew my skillz.MWhahaha. So we had like a few rehearsal and there was the first gig with me...Oh shit, I've got a picture of us somewhere...I'll blog the part two, when I get the picture today.:D

1. september

W00T! Holla at the first day of school here in Estonia. Its a huge event- all the crosswalks are guarded by policemen who make sure that little girls and boys don't get runover. Huge event as I see, everyone is really proud of their little siblings: flowers, A's and B's and stuff. I mean- the little kids event don't know whats gonna hit them for FREAKIN at least 12 years...HAhaha.

This morning was pretty weird. I woke up by breaking away from my nightmare- my love said he wanted a guy who is an AD and earns 46 thousand per month. I was like WOOOOOW, she must be stupid:S, and then I was like SHIT FUCK, this phone( i've got an exchange phone right now) didn't ring the alarm on time. So I jumped up, feeling really dizzeeee from yesterdays smokeout, ran to the shower, fixed myself up in 15 minutes and ran off to work. I live quite close to my office, just 15 minutes...and erm, 5 minutes from the place my phone rang.

I almost had a panic attack, 'cause I was really afraid, that my boss or someone at work would call me for me being late and all. So I picked out my phone from my tight pants(tightpantstoday) and pulled the led open- it was the alarm clock and it rang at the right time: 8:45?!?!. I WAS LIKE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! I stood in the middle of the street just looking around and thinkg- damn I'm stupid.

So I took my thoughts to another level and looked around a bit. There were these policemen everywhere, people walkin with their kids, flowers, backpacks. Jeesh, brought back memories...I really don't know if they all were so good, but it was a nice day, back when I want to the first grade. I walked back home, just to finish off all my daily morning procedures I hadn't done this morning. I should've danced the way back with singing- LEMME RIDE THAT DONKEY DONKEY, LEMME RIDE THAT DONKEY...:D you know: the biggest hit on youtube and social media.

Thursday we're performing a song on national tv and talking about our tourings this summer. A little overview- I'll add some pics or videos after the event has passed by.

PS. BEdwetters is gonna be 5 years old in october.
m0r5k

PSPS. The pics is taken last time we were in Stockholm- in the metro(DAA). I like it a lot....It shows mihkel's sexorientation...GAYGAYGAY.

THIS IS THE SONG FOR YOU!

http://url2it.com/bcrg

On the boat back Home

Finally this trip is near to an end. Like I promised, everyone is sick by now, even marcus from our swe crew:D hahaa- poor bastard. He was really angry this morning when he picked us up from the hotel. Since me and Mihkel have been struggling with the flu for the longest, we're gettting better, but still not there. I thought that, its normal for people to stay in bed when they fall ill: you sweat and drink hot stuff and pump yourself up with all these pills. Nope, not for us- we go to sweden, party, play a gig, hangout and never sleep.

"party till you pass out drink till your dead"

- BMTH

After my last blog entry I went straight to bed- other guys joined our "tryin' to sleep" thing around 4 in the morning, and when Karla hit our room with turning all the lights on, I was like: ARE YOU FREAKIN' FUCKED IN THE BRAIN...he freaked out:D...I mean even I freaked out- I saw these tornados and shit in my dream...the illness and everything else mixed up really fucks you up in the head. AND THEN. POW the freakin' whole world goes apocalypse! I was pissed.

In the morning we had some quick breakfast before going to stage dive. Joosep recorded a swedish audiocast for the tv commercials on Swedish mtv, so we could spread our shit more and more. We're planning to have a scandinavian tour within this year, so we've got shitloads of work to do- I mean our team in sweden has a lot of work to do. Everything takes a lot of time, and things need to be carefully thought out, you can't miss anything or you'll miss the "boat". Like I've written in my Myspace blog- every concerts gives me and the rest of the crew a huge amount of belief into what we're doing and we can see that, its just not another band from the US- we're really different with our whole shit- what would you call our music?

When we arrived at Stagedive I was kind of shocked to see so many IN THE SCENE people at one place. Usually I see 10 guys out of a 1000 havin' tattoos and piercings, but that fest had more than I had seen before. Most of the time I was like: oh shit, thats a good tattoo, Oh shit that ones even better...oh shit that sucks and you look at that one:D. Anyways the music was more or less enjoyable, non of the bands could surprise me- except casiokid from UK. They were pretty awesome. The bands with backtracks could mostly keep up to their own tempo, but the rest of the hardcore scene would go up and down most of the time...I'm not saying, that we are better than the rest:D just that they all have flaws.

I was really pissed at the fest 'cause they didn't sell any alcohol and usually alcohol gets the people really going. I bet the organizers even we're fucked because of that- I heard that 700 out 8000 people only stayed at the fest area, the rest partied in the small town pubs. I mean, WTF:S. Another thing was with the stage managers: I guess there weren't any, every stage schedule was really fucked up...a big annoying mess which I didn't imagine to be happening in sweden. I guess estonia has some skills in organizing fests like this. I'm sorry for the bands that couldn't do their whole setlists...

We chilled till 21 and then was our time to finish off our stage. It was the smallest stage there and having a hard time with the dumb sound engineer, we jumped on the stage just when andrew W.k was on: without a soundcheck. I mean, as soon as we hit the third song, people started showing up. I saw some curiosity in their faces and by the peak of our setlist, people jumped over the barrier in front and we had a crazy rockoff just in front of the stage...till the security showed up. HARDCORE! Thanks to all the people that saw us and had the balls to rock with us. I got my cup of inspiration from you and hopefully next time we'll see even more people. Hopefully we'll have a better experience with the fucking stage! DUMB FAT FUCK! I don't know what we'd do with out sander(our own soundman)- You the man!

After the show we hurried back to the hotel to get some medicine and chillout "upthere"- we were really fucking tired, but then again were waiting to see whats gonna happen at the "afterparty"(all the bands stayed at the same hotel). I felt like a freakin' camel or smth, my head was really heavy and you already know about my flu and shit...We had a few drinks, met the guys from a band(which name I just can't remember right now:D- hodouken?) and went back to our room...the flu fucked up everything, I'm tellin' you. But nonetheless we had a really good time like always- no matter where we are and what are the conditions- we're still in our own blue world. Or green.

I'm sitting in the lobby right now, drinking monster energy and thinking of what we did these last days. The others are dying in the cabins...I guess I should go die too, but OOOH, I'm so excited: I've got an online date with a really really really nice woman. Unfortunately its in 5 hours so I gotta get some action. I'll see if I can find something to do...

You gotta LOVE sweden!!!I mean, I do.

m0r5k

PS. I had sat in the lobby for 5minutes and I already heard: Look a bedwetters boy is sitting there...GODDAMN, do I really look that young?:D

PSPS. This fucking internet is SOOOO slow, I can't even upload a photo.

Autumn

Yesterday after havin' blogged my weekend action, a hour later I realized I forgot the important point of my chitterchatter blogger...But today I wanna write about something else:D Sitting at the office, just passing the little moments, I could use for shopping or something instead ,with blogging and listening to A day to remember...

I guess a week ago I noticed something weird...autumn had kicked in. I saw this chestnut havin' yellow leaves and all of 'em fallin' down and stuff. You know, I've never liked autumn very much. After this weekend I felt a bit tired, but FUCK, now I'm all ill and shit. Everytime this autumn kicks in, it kicks the fuck at my health- runny nose, caugh..everything. Being ill is not a fun thing- you know when your parents told you the annoying thing: "YOU GOTTA PUT A SCARF OF, YOU GOTTA WEAR THIS AND THAT:.." Now I remember...Its always like that...once you've lost it, you appreciate it...I try to be ahead of my loss though.

A few hours ago I gave an interview to a swedish newspaper "Sodertalje Posten". The guy Kim was asking all these questions and I bet everyone would guess what was the first question...Where did you get your name?:D I was like... AHahhaa oh really, I didn't expect that Question. All in all we talked for 25 minutes at least: I explained him, what we've done and whats going on(bw on swedish MTV, the album released on 24.08 in sweden and "Someone Worthless" being played in P3 Rockester radio station in sweden). He managed to surprise me with the question about our "reidipede" song. Wanted to know whats it all about: rating your pictures, comments, dating...social media in its babysteps for teens. He laughed:D at us laughing at that nasty little habit of our newage of mediums.

Anyway, everything went swell, although my fucking nose was totally blocked and I must have sounded like mickey mouse on crack...cause I've was trippin' coffee still.

About autumn again. As it always hits the first not- so- weather- news- related- people in the fucking face, causing all these illnesses, I overlooked the MINOR detail. ITS BEAUTIFUL! The sun is a lot lower now, its a lot chillier outside and the whole light/shadow thing is different. I need to get my ass back to my home town and enjoy the view in every park, and the beach and my parents yard. Brings back memories...

BUT BEFORE. Yeah. tomorrow is trippin time. Bedwetters is heading to Sweden. We're performing on Stage Dive Day Out, with all these cool bands(andrew wk, millencolin, disco ensemble...) Can't wait. We've got an interview schedule for friday and stuff.....ANYWAY
WHAT I WANTED TO SAY YESTERDAY is...Its nice to sit around the office, screw my brains with my work and then, after six o'clock I throw away my buttoned shirts(I've got only two) and the rest of my "fancy" clothes and bring out the rocker- tattoos, guitars and loud voice.

I bet I exaggurated up there, but basically the point is still the same.

Some good music that helped this sick/ill today pass by: Born of Osiris - abstract art; A Day to Remeber the whole Homesick Album.



...you can't trust everyone you meet!
m0r5k

Worker BeE

"Big Up For Pärnu"

Like I said in one of my posts in Facebook: this last weekend was fucking crazy. My good friends Ilvz organized this BIG extreme sports fest "Kuldrula"(goldenskate) for the fifth year now, and it has turned really big.

The day before(friday) I went to my companys big summerworkshop thing thingie and it all ended up pretty NICE. Everyone was put into teams and we had some "challenges" to overcome: roadtrip diary, poemnight and a performance. Well the schedule was to be pretty tight, but we ended up doing the first two. I mean, haha, I skipped the poem reading part with setting the right mood for my team with my guitarrrrrä. And it was Soooo Güüüd.

Anyway, at some point I was smokin' around and I ended up trippin' to the main event- Gert and Lauri's performance. My eyes and hands were tied up and Some weirdo shit hitler chatter was going on and All kind of shit I had to endure. At some point I was just making the chicken thing, and I had to get some sleep...OH WHAT A HANG OVER I HAD THE NEXT MORNING.
I mean, free booze in unlimited quantities...ITS A NO NO!

Back to the Kuldrula part. I managed to get a ride to pärnu. I ended up taking the wrong guitar with me, spilling a litre of orange juice in the car and shit. You know when you're really hungover and hadn't had good sleep for awhile, you're clumsy as hell. But all in all, when the soundcheck was done and time was as far as goiing to the beach, I was really thrilled and excited. I mean, I saw all these people at the beach, and all of 'em were planning to see our concert- chillin' on the seaside/promenade, drinking, laughing, yellin' FUN. And when the time hit the right minute- FUCK! the tent was so crowded. I wish I could've seen my own smile. THANKS GUYS.

Just that, I've lived in Pärnu for 19 years now. Pärnu Beach is a very special place for me- a place where I always got the freedom to chill, look at the sea, think. Other days included all my friends on the beach and the special ones included a special person- romance. And Now that I'm living in Tallinn, I value that beach even more than before. ITS JUST FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!!!

After the show I was really tired, but a few drinks and the crazy party just ruined me. Or should I say saved me!:D I've never seen so many people IN pärnu- So many cool people.
So many friends, people that I know, People that I've met and people I hadn't seen for a long time. EVERYTHING together made up a fucking great memory and I wouldn't exchange this for anything...Except I would've wanted to dance with a special somebody...but the times will come. Instead of HER, I danced with the whole fucking club:D. The dj played everything I know- starting with papa roach and limp bizkit, finishing with tarantula from pendulum. And the dubstep stuff in the other room. OMFG.

I'm finishing with my day at the office now, going home and off to the rehearsal. We've got shit to put together for our Swedish show this saturday. Really excited about it. And again, I can go abroad for awhile. See some people, enjoy being a tourist or something else. W000000T!:D



Life is fucking awesome, but I feel the little part that is missing, not complete yet.
I'm happy to be where I am!!!
THank YoU MOM
M0r5k

Positivus Festival 09'

BIG UP FOR POSITIVUS!

On thursday night( day before Positivus) I ended up clubbin'(or something like that) with my good ol' chaps. We had a good time, met some fins and I overlooked at some locals and some celebreties pulling off a "biceps championship". Maybe the fact that I'm not that muscled doesn't attract me to that kind of "sports" or its the issue of not being macho enough. But all in all, its nothing that I see everynight, so I enjoyed.

I ended up pretty wasted and I only had a few hours to sleep till trippin' of to our gig at Positivus. We had set our mood for ultimate festivalling just before, so GOD DAMN how I and the other guys had waited for Positivus. We drove off like before every other gig, being EXACTLY late, so we had to step on it...or maybe I'm just paranoid. Like I said, we were so excited about the fest itself and we were supposed to be the first band of the fest, so we didn't expect a big show. But seeing the whole area for the first time and all the people..("Imagine all the people":D) FUCK! That made the festival experiance start with a huge boost.

We ran to our stage, which was pretty big and we had like 15 minutes to start with the soundcheck. I recognized some of our true fans, some other faces, but all in all, there weren't that many people. Everything taken care of, we slammed our hands together and went on stage...Song by song people gathered to see us- by the center of the show, there were so many people, that we went crazy. We did the best that we could and people enjoyed it a lot- Jumping, clapping, screaming....EMOTIONS that only an eyewitness could moreorless describe. And we got called back, so FUCK YEAH LATVIA!!!( It still pisses me off, that our backtrack system sometimes fails, but, cmon...

We got a whole lot of props for it and we really put a "WOW" on peoples faces- something that happens almost everytime, they just never see it comin'...;).

So after the show, we hit some hardcore smokes and the trippin' started. Beer- BEER- beer-...At some moment I found myself hangin' in a club tent(redbull something) and I just raved alone to somekind of jazz thingie. I bought a icecalled super special Mohijto and the raving began:D. At some point Karla saw me and we put up quite a show for the people who wouldn't dare to come along. Wohoooh, what dancers we are..hahaa. Yeah, so by the end of my drink, the woofers in that tent had killed my ears and we went off, to see what our gang was up to.

We found 'em near our cars, all rollin' and shit. Heck, we just had like fuckloads of beer and we had to get rid of it somehow- I don't think throwing away was a possibility...

At somepoint me and Mihkel(I think it was M) Went to see the beach-what a view. Before you get to the beach, they have a narrow pine forest. The road goes straight through this place where all these PEOPLE were just sleeping in the dangling beds: some couples were making out, kids chillin' JEESH, I wanted to do that, but not yet. So we carried on, being all amazed and so, till we came to the beach. The beach had 4-6 bars and a few clubs. I was totally amazed...there were hundreds of people, all dancing and trippin' so I was INSTANTLY dancing:D. It was soooo cool. Everyone smiles and is just havin' the POSITIVEST time in their life:D.(Yeah I've created some words). Mihkel knows how to juggle, so we picked up some pinecones and I insisted him to teach it to me...nothing came out of it, so we just enjoyed everything THE PARADISE PARTY BEACH :Dhad to offer us.

We partied a lot in our backstage, meeting all these people: The HAPPY ENDINGS guys were the best familiarization:D- an australian band, I didn't see their performance, but according to the other guys, they rocked. We drank all the beers in backstage and the next day, we got the whole blame...ROCKSTAR thing. Fuck the rules:D. But they can't do anything, but to make some publicity out of it...OH NO! We joined our forces with the australians and bought some spice from the spice tent(YEAH A SPICE TENT) and headed back to the beach to roll some joints.

Some minutes later Brainstorm started their gig...I forgot to mention that we squeezed ourselves into the schedule of Brainstorm, to say a few words to them and make a picture. I got a RESPECT from REinars!:D But oh man how wasted we were by that time. As they were singing in Latvian, we were like, fuck that shit...So we took our tents and went to organize that thing, before putting a HUGE exclamation mark down for the day. I just can't describe how we do it, but every second we are somewhere(very abstract what I'm trying to say) everything ends up a massive trip. My stomache muscles are still fucked up...

The night ended with me and Ilvz trippin' our own way to the car, 'cause we planned on sleeping in the car. We got even more wasted, just the two of us and I never got to sleep. I had to struggle with not puking anywhere. I didn't, and that felt really good, but by the time I was done struggling, Hannes and Joosep Showed up, so FUCK SLEEPING. We found this estonian Dj- DJ QUEST and we just pulled off some shit, to kill the time. Its not a good idea to sleep at a fest..cmon.:D. We took the guitar, played songs from some time to time- I can't remember anything about the time, it was never a thing to worry about. People woke up and who walked by and had nothing to do, ended up chillin' with us. So we met a lot of different folk. I'd like to say hello to the guy I jammed with...some latvian/american singer...DUDE YOU ROCK!

But when estonian police showed their face, we got scared...dunno why, but we didn't feel comfortable anymore and we went to the beach again- it was just before noon and the sun was fucking HOT! We swam a few times and just checked out the beach and the people- fucking awesome!!! At the beach I really got tired,  and when I got sunburned for the tenth time, I was too wasted to stay awake anymore. So when the guys left to fetch some food, I took a powersleep in the car. I remember people walking by and saying some gibberish in latvian, but I really didn't give a F. Just this one time, when some guy came up to me, being all pissed and shit, So I made really angry face FUZZED at him, and he left...

When the guys got back, they got me 4 winers and half a bottle of ketchup. IT WAS SOO GOOD! I got some energy and the trippin' began again...actually we just sat in the shadows of the trees, till Tom called. Me and Jos had to go to an interview with some huge radio. We both were totally wasted and when we got to the press area, we were pretty amazed- it was a pretty huge thing. We managed great, met a DJ ate some ice cream...GOT back...

OK since I can't remember the rest I'll cut the crap for you. Since I was too tired to stick around I jumped on Heikki's car and got back to Estonia. We had HUGE HESBURGER meal just before the border and WHOOOH...I guess I was already asleep...Again I can't remember everything so well.

POSITIVUS FESTIVAL ROCKS! The best festival experiance I've ever had. So many people to meet and so much to do. The vibe is sooooo sweet. I can't remember that I enjoyed any artist besides the DJ's in the clubs. Love it!!! I wanna say hello to all the people I met and special thanks for the staff- we really made a mess everywhere:D! SORRY!

Next year, I'm DEF THERE.

PS! The weather was FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE!!! I'm sunburnt everywhere, even my ass is, by now.

I'll add some pics, if I get some.