M0r5k and Tibu: this time its different

Yesterday night was something different. Went took a bag of spice and headed off for a little walking trip in Tallinn Old Town. The nice warm summer wind and the sun setting into the night, just wonderful. Tallinn is awesome.

We took some bears and walked just with no special route. We had quite a lot of discussions, but the most touched one was, how life has turned out and "we're almost in some deep shit, if we're planning to stay as we are". We kind of need something more...

Yeah, got that freakin' tone into our mind, we wondered off to see "the statue of liberty" which was opened a few days ago. It was really overwhelming to stand in front of such a beautiful thing. All the people there...and the thing with it: Its freaky that everyone talked about touching it, and when I got there, I had to touch it myself. I felt somekind of weird power in it.

So we headed of the route I walked one night...In hell hunt with took our second beers- dark hell hunt keg beer. Now I've got a favorite beer to drink, when I'm trippin' in the Old Town. Like rootbeer once, when I was really young, and my dad used to bring it home. OFcourse In the middle of the crowd I had to start laughing and fuck yeah I spilled some dark beer on my white gangsta Tshirt.

"What the hell, a stain on your shirt...pfff, grow up"...

Well then we took a pack of sweet almonds and just sat down in the middle of townhall. We just watched all the people and we didn't even talk too much. We were both pretty worried about shit thats going on...But we were happy at the same time. I just don't know whats the problem...

When we had toured the whole town, we finally went for a last beer in Hell Hunt. Again, the conversations ended quite quickly. I saw mario had a really worried look on him, so did I. We sat on the pub stool and just looked at the waitresses, how they were working etc.

Really weird night, but when we were on our way back home, smoked our last joint, we just laughed for the rest of tartu mnt. Its always windy there and the wind is so warm right now, it felt so relaxing. We both were really drunk by that time, legs felt like macaronies, but we managed to reach home, safe and sound. 

I headed straight to bed...NO SLEEP, took some drops- SLEEP. But fuck, its like 7:30 now and what the fuck am I supposed to do this early. I mean, I can't sleep...

All in all it was very nice to feel the warm feeling of loving your city. Seeing people do their thing, but most of the time, worries got the hold of me, and I'm pretty sure Tips wasn't very happy of anything also...

I guess we gotta go back to our routine: "Party till you pass out, drink till your dead..."

Thank god kaarel has a birthday today, I'm thinking of letting some steam out...but fuck I can't gotta stay focused on my work... the deadline is dropping and I gotta be ready.

FUCKFUCKFUCK

(we weren't like a bunch of stressballs, but all the laughter ended quite quickly...)