The LEECH

I had the weirdest dream today. There was a huge aquarium with lots of shrimp in it, but the container didn't have regular glass walls. They were made out of nothing- glittery air just around the steamy water like ingredient. So at one moment when I had gazed at the shrimp eating and doing their thing some stupid little black fishtype of thingie jumped out of it. I thought I was helpful and reached out to catch it, but that little piece of shit Leech landed straight on my thumb. I looked at the painful little motherfucker and then tryed to pull it off, but it didn't come...

I can't exactly remember how I got rid of it, but there was a round bloody wound on my thumb. So I gazed at the wound till I woke up...

So Now I've wondered who's been leeching my life or what am I doing wrong. Not that I truly believe in all these superstitions like dream interpreting and stuff, but why not give it a thought. Given a thought- My own thinking has been leeching all the joy from me. I'm my own leech and I guess I just gotta let myself go nutz...Last chance to get lost in this summer. I mean the summer is gonna end for me in a few weeks.

Its been pretty annoying to sit around and do nothing since getting back home from Helsinki. But then again, I'm on my last vacation. From August my life's gonna take a little bit of another route- I call it: catch up with life 09'. I've done loads of plans for my future, can't wait to start shooting at the stars. I've, Joosep works on the beach so, hanged out there for at least three days in a row- pretty paradise-like, when you've been away from pärnu for a quite long time.

I don't visit my hometown this much these days. In Tallinn I feel myself more at home than here at my parents place- I guess I'm breaking away from my roots. BUT TOUGH- This crib here in Pärnu is Gonna be THE bomb, if I had to change something:D...Talk about changes...

Yesterday Me and Ilvz sat on the balcony for three hours straight and talked about life. Who would've thought you end up talking about the city plan for Pärnu or the developement sceme for the whole city as a resort or whatever we thought. We depended on some good shit, but STILL:D. Pärnu is a quite well planned place, the only effort to make this city grow into a future "best place to be in summer" is to get some young folks into the cityplanning business.

I mean who's going into politics from our friends? I know quite a few guys or some girls who are so into it. They even participate in youth politics thingthingies- don't know much about it, but I'd sure like to point some things out...NOT NOW. Another cool thing which we laughed on was where we put ourselves in 20 years:D And if been away, you come back to Pärnu, see all these new people and certainly there are loads of people you know since you were young.

...you get these abstract ideas from youknowwhat and start "making the world a better place", maybe I should get into politics...NOT haha:D(I have to save this or print...)

In a few days we're heading to Latvia again with Bedwetters. Another gig/trip to a festival: This time its Positivus 09'. Thats gonna be somesort of vacation- good indie music and chillout for a day or two. Can't wait to see moby and get away from my computer. This month is gonna end as a Riot anyway- all these birthdays and other celebrations. WHooh! Crazy:D I'm a bit sad though- I really really wanted to go to Amsterdam, but we have to cancel it Due to bankruptcy. Another time...

Funny thing, Yesterday night and the Leech dream got me determined about a few things. I'm living too much in my head right now, the real world has been set aside or its on idle, and I gotta start changing that- partly the reason why I'm here, gotta get my head around that fucking leech. I'll try to get some tunes out of this old junk:

What up Life!?

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